She hates me :/ and idk what I did to fuck everything up. Oh well not like I can fix anything since I don’t know what I did. I wish I knew what I did or really anything anymore. She’s a ghost and I feel like she doesn’t want anything to do with me. Hell she says she thought she told me something meanwhile she hasn’t told me a single thing in almost 3 months. The one person I’d do anything for is now gone. Just like I think I will be on Tuesday. No reason to be around anymore